Back In Class, GFL Style

To summarize, basically, the weather is going to get KAH-RAY-ZEE! Say it with me, KAH-RAY-ZEE! That’s right, KAH-RAY-ZEE! Floods and tornadoes and wild temperature fluctuations, oh my! It’s probably not going to be a good crop year. The purpose of all this is not to harm people or create suffering, but there’s a few too many people who still haven’t chosen of their own free will to let it go, so people are going to have to dig deep in their hearts to get it when everything around them is falling apart. I mean, I guess everyone chose this a long, long time ago anyway, but still.

Also, seems that though things may continue to suck, I’ve gotten myself through the suckiest of the sucky. Instead of a rainbow as a promise keeper, I get summer snow.

And of course there were bits about learning to utilize the world of machine elves and plant consciousness, but I seriously cannot translate that, so get yourself to base camp and come join the classes!


Days of Distribution

So there is light at the end of the tunnel. Even if I still never know how to do what I am doing. Clarity in communication is hard to come by.

Wesak moon festival marks my arrival. My cycle is flip-flopped, but how potent it felt to be in it on such an auspicious day. I’ve been thinking a lot of how coming here was liking entering the pages of a fairytale story book. Here I am, living in a fairytale! Mystical volcanoes, naiads, giant trees, azure blue skies, crystal clear rivers, amazing heroes… So I start the third year.

I got to go skiing on Sunday, at Lassen, in May, with over 3 inches of fresh snow!!! It was so fabulous!

Monday night I fell asleep in Jeremy’s arms and it was so profoundly peaceful. I felt so loved and protected and exactly right!

I feel like learning how to be in a relationship is coming more easily.

I am sure my yearning to return to the mountains will grow increasingly strong once summer tries to return again, but I feel as though it will all happen in due time. Maybe next year, but as fast as time goes, I will be there before I even know it. If I can get away at all, I am hoping to explore The Triangle for the Cabin Creek access to the PCT. I would love to go back to Wheeler Ranch, but I need a truck to get there. I’m not sure where to leave my car, or if hiking in is even possible. I think backpacking overnight in bear country could be a completely new challenge.

The new prescription is not working as well as I had hoped, so I will probably be back at the optometrist in the near future. I feel like I have traded clarity in far distance vision for improved depth perception, so although this is better than what they are replacing, it’s so not good enough for me to confidently drop another $500 for new glasses.


So one visited me last night, or so it would seem, but after I was like, “ugh! I am so not impressed! Pretending to be angles…. why don’t you just go away? I like SLEEP!” This being/entity actually genuinely and authentically apologized. So if ancient, fallen angles are repenting – I mean, it just goes to show that there never was an enemy but for within ourselves, so be kind even to the monsters. They were once angles. Just don’t let them bully you. Now it is our responsibility.

Dental Work

So, the good news is I got my teeth cleaned and got a $120 SonicCare toothbrush for $65. The not so good news is that I have two new cavities. The two “starter” cavities I had are now into the dentin, and both my existing fillings need to be replaced because they are starting to leak and have decay surrounding them. WTF! Six fillings and a second cleaning (luckily my obsessive dental hygiene has allowed me to avoid a scalar replaning) to the tune of over $1500. Wow! Think of what else I could do with that much money, like oh, pay rent for 6 months. ACK!

So I am sure the universe will provide for me somehow, but… baby boomers. You have no clue how rough your parents had it or how bad it is for your children. You’re spoiled and selfish and it’s time you pay your fair share of taxes, because people ought not to have lost all their teeth just because they couldn’t go to the dentist.

The thing with my grand parents was also, that yeah, they died with out their teeth, or at least with excessive tooth loss, but by the time it got that bad, they had ample funds for dentures. Getting cavities filled is way cheaper than dentures. Of course you know, being so poor you have to brush your teeth with baking soda…

I love how in this society it would have to be to the point of having a tooth abscess and nearly kill you before you could get any help.

Things have to change and they have to change 40 years ago.

We’re gonna shake this aquarium so hard that we’re going to send a lovewave back in time to transmit a frequency to help us overthrow this fucked up timeline and replace it with one in which anyone willing to give dignity and respect, is treated with such. No questions or exceptions.